-I hAte My Life-

2011-03-25T08:48:00.000-07:00

What is this feeling that i had inside my chest.
I have no word to descripe that feeling but
i always felt when u are around me.

Every night i can feel the warmness feeling in my heart.
like all the problem inside my heart had fade away
by the kindness you gave to me.

Life is about ups and down and it is the same for love.
There is no easy road to success but we will try our best to make it right

2010-11-21T18:08:00.000-08:00

i'm back....lol sorry did not update my blog i was to busy at school forgot to update for sooooo long
now i have done what need to be done..and now is time to party hahaha..will u date some pic later

someone u miss

2010-07-11T10:13:00.000-07:00

dear reader

do you guy get a feeling that u really miss someone but didn't it is too late
well it happen to me

ok i fall in love with this girl (my ex school mate will know)
at first im not that close to her
ever since that day happen i began to fall in love with her
i dono y but it happen..

it happen like this
we were having our cca dan i need to talk some thing at the room
than i ask my fren to follow me
if i could remember it was 3 girl one of them was her
so we when to the room and take some staff than my 2 fren lock me and her in the room
and i was like wth..

we stay in the room for quite sometime..
and after that day i began to msg her..
talk to her on the phone and i feel very happen with her
and u guy know what will happen next.

so than we were together
but at first she not into it so i did not feel that she love me or what so ever i
but i try my best to make her love me..
at first it was hard but i try

and one day happen when we had a fight..
i was so angry and i dono y..
i never tot that it is hard to be in a r/s
so on that day i off my phone so that she cant call me of msg me..
when that time i miss her alot and hope that she will love me

1 week later she call me and ask to meet
and the rest i don remember..

we been together for like 11 mth+ and i love her so much
dan we broke up is because of someone and i don wish to talk about him

atfer that day my heart was full of pain
and i say to myself that i will never go back with her
but from the bottom of my heart i really wan her back
and i did not show it to her because for what she did really hurt me
and i know i also hurt her too...

and i know that she keep asking me to be with her but i say no..
i say no is not because i don wan is because u are having N level..and i know what happen to me
when i did my N level when i always been meeting u..i never did my best and i don wan her to be like me
and i know that she wan to go sec 5 and she always say i can't make to sec 5 but u see now she is in sec 5
and before she take her N level i make a promise a promise that only make to her no one other dan her

and i keep the promise till now..waiting for her
and every day every hour every min and sec i miss her alot..

i really do miss u

2010-06-26T09:13:00.000-07:00

i wish today i did not go out
i'm not in a moody

i wan to ask u guy what the meaning of friend
i don't understand what it mean..

cause im surrounded with bad people
that don ever know who i am
and don ever care about me

and i always ask myself
y did i go with them
and i also dono why

and tell me where this friend come from...

i miss those time

2010-06-24T06:23:00.000-07:00

I miss you when something really good happens, because you are the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you are the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry because i know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you most when i lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with eachother;for those were some of the best times of my life.

As I look back on all that’s happened..growing up, growing together, changing you, changing me there were times when we dreamed together, when we laughed and cried together. As I look back on those days, I realize how much I truly miss you and how much I truly love you. The past may be gone forever..and whatever the future holds, our todays make the memories of tomorrow. So, my lifetime baby, it is with all my heart that I send you my love, hoping that you’ll always carry my smile with you, for all we have meant to each other and for whatever the future may hold.

I try to talk to you, but I don’t know what to say. I am afraid you don’t want me to say anything. So I don’t. But inside of me there are words waiting to come out.And tell you how I feel-like how I miss you. And how I love you despite my broken heart.And how I need you in my life. And especially how much I want you.But those words may forver stay in my heart-locked inside.Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too… but I’ll never know.

" BY ZULHILMI
6/5/09

2010-06-20T21:04:00.000-07:00

playing sport

hmmm..i miss playing sport
i wish my hand will heal faster so that i can play some sport

like soccer, floorball, basketball, hockey

errrr but then yesterday i play floorball in east coast park
it was sooo fun playing my favorite sport again hahaha
hope to play more..heheh

sorry i don have the pic now. later i will upload the photo ok

2010-06-17T06:48:00.000-07:00

hey guy

how's your holidays guy
well my holiday suck!!!
cause i always stay at home so bored
and with my hand is inject i cant play sport..
so sad..

want to know what happen go check my facebook
i have some photo of it
when I'm in hospital

about today...hmmmm nth much
stay at home the whole day
trying to download karate kids
that all

ok bye for now..will update soon

im back

2010-05-26T08:45:00.000-07:00

hey guy..
soiwe for not blogging
im going to bolg again so
if u free dono where to go
visit my blog ok..

2009-11-23T21:45:00.000-08:00

hey reader

sorry for not bloging this few days
i was busy this day..exam coming and presentation is tml hiax
im just relaxing my maid with this song very nice
the group call 2ne1 is a nice song haha..
hope u all enjoy the song
and syg if u reading my blog im sorry that days
is jus a misunderstanding

bad day

2009-10-31T09:22:00.000-07:00

dear reader

today something happen to me
i always can work
but today i cannot work
very sad

i dono wat or someone wan to bad lucky me
wa today i work as runner
(runner is the one who sent the food out)
so like i say i dono wat happen
but the food drop wtf wat happen..
evertime i always drop one ar
but today i drop 3 sia
WTH

and not jus that my hand alway inj
wah blue black sia..
arrrrr pain..
hiax wat i do to get this
im always nice to u all
and this wat i get in return
wa..if like that i don wan to nice again ar..
hiax really pain..

2009-10-27T22:28:00.000-07:00

dear reader

today is very boring day..
cause savio disturb me in class..
hahah jus joking

today do nth sia
im very boring today do photoshop only
really boring

tot today wan play basketball but in the end,
was raining.
so we had to postpone our basketball enjoyment to
after school.

dan me and my fren go watch @!@#$#$@
(u know wat la)
hehe..

hiaz cannot wait to play basketball..=.=

2009-10-19T08:48:00.000-07:00

ello reader

how are u alot
soiwe for not bloging
im busy now days haiz wat to do..
i have alot for work to do..assiment to do..and some more world skill
wa can die ar...hiaz

but i love photoshop
photoshop is like good and can make ppl go gaga
when look at the pic
haha

here are some pic i do

coo or wat

MY BIRTHDAY

2009-09-25T17:07:00.000-07:00

Dear reader

hei..
haha soiwe for not updating
i was busy this days..haha
and today is my Birthday
yahoo...haha

the day started slow
i when to my old school
to meet my dear teacher
'miss Mathew'

haha is was fun
after that join my st john fren do some drill
and again first aid..WHAT FIRST AID again i tot i was done wit the last year
haha..after that cca end and they sabo me..haha

dan when to eat wit miss mathew
and it was great haha..thank u miss mathew

after that go watch movie wit zul and amin
WOW they treat me 18 show call gamer if i not wrong
fun sia..haha thank u
dan go slack talk about old time and fun..
this was the best days..haha.

but i tot the days end there but when i reach home
my family buy me a lap top..haha.im so happy but i keep my cool..
but inside my heart i was jumping haha..
this was the best give ever..thank u all
and i wish u all have a good life

2009-08-31T18:18:00.000-07:00

hello reader

yesterday is teacher day
i when to my old scl wit my old classmate
and is was fun
i have fun singing and dancing
i was happy and sad la
haha..i when to meet my teacher and say happy teacher day
i take some pic but i lazy to upload..soiew guy

after that went to watch movie wit altaz,man,ida and me la..
go plaza sing watch movie
the show was fun and scare haha..
dan eat at secret recipe it was fun eatting
haha but when time to pay dan is not fun
haha..

after that went to bugis shopping haha..
don tell my mum i go shopping ok
buy some short dan walk around
that all got somemore lazy to text

after that went home wit no mood of happyness
feeling so sad and don wan to say anything

from now on i don giv a no for a ans
if i wan to buy this i will buy no one stop me
@#$%#$@#$ ok

2009-08-14T05:23:00.000-07:00

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I DONO WAT IM THINK I FEELING SAD AND ALWAYS BE AWAY FROM U
LIKE PEOPLE SAY SOMETIME THE PERSON U LIKE
IS NOT ALWAYS THE RIGHT PERSON 4 U..
AND FOR ME THAT IS TRUE..

sad to let u go

2009-08-09T06:28:00.000-07:00

dear reader

i cannot keep this to myself anymore
i had to say to the world
that im letting go the gal i like
i cannot keep this anymore
the gal is LI YI..

LI YI u are a pretty gal
LI YI u are friendly
LI YI u are cute
LI YI u are easy to talk too
u are a gal that i cannot find anywhere

i like u so much
but i keep falling down when im close to u
i keep chasing u but something is always blocking the way
and now i have stop where i am and find a new path for me
a path of lonelyness and wait for a person to pull me out of there
i have always scare to lose someone..

but i think u guy have read the story about my fren and i like the same gal
and im letting this go cause i don wan because of her me and my fren fight
so im letting go and i have make the right choose..
so pls stay away from me u got my fren to talk and have fun
he more funny dan im
he more rich dan im
he have all he wan in his hand
he is everything that u wan a guy to have
he can give u anythink u wan..

not like me i can only can giv u is friendship and careness..
that all i can give..

so pls pls stay away from me..
this the y i stop msg,call u..

2009-07-31T18:03:00.000-07:00

helo reader

haha ytd was so funny
hahah..i went to woodland to meet my fren
we went to watch movie at CWP
we watch hangover NC16
haha the show start at 9.40

so we go to timezone to play some game
hahaha..dan we play this game call dragon somehing ar..
(i forget the name X_X)
when i play this game everyone was looking sia..
even a pretty galz also watch we play this game..
haha..

here some video
later u see got small boy also wan to play the game
hahah..funny

this the scorehaha..i beat altaz
my is on top..
haha beat that

after dan we go walk2
dan time 9.35
we go watch our show HANGOVER
the show was so funny..must watch show
haha but must be 16 ar..heee

2009-07-29T20:43:00.000-07:00

AHHHHHHHAAHAHHH

can someone save me
im going crazy at home

I MISS SCL
I WAN GO SCL
IM VREY BORED AT HOME

AHAHAHAAAAHHHHHHHHHHAHHAHHHAH

2009-07-24T18:43:00.000-07:00

helo reader

haha 2day im sick
it happen with a bad day
i was in scl some think happen i feel so angry
did not go that class
so go to next class
next class is about anime
so is my favorites la only go that class
dan i was doing anime my fren come to my place and
dono wan happen she close my flash (that where we do our anime)
dan i was angry la..walao
do class end i go to work

and at work i become the runner (that the person who sent the food out)
so when i was working i wan to sent the food but the food fall down
wa..i was really scare sia..lucky got guna
haha...so my sick happen when i was doing closing at my work place..

dan the next day see doc and the doc say to stay at home
for 1WEEK..wa wan do wat sia...

haha..that was my bad day..on the 23th july2009

2009-07-10T20:04:00.000-07:00

time pass
when u having fun

time pass
when u love someone

haha..hi reader
i wan to ask u all
wat will u do if u like someone
do u ask that person to be ur BF/GF
or u will wait till someone ask her/him

wat will u do...

i m facing this
and i dono wat to do
i tink u all have hear the story
about my fren who seal her away from me
if not u can read..dono which one FIND LA..WTH
hahah..
so guy tell me wat to do
i really like her but someone..hiax dono wat to say ar
tag me ok

2009-06-25T01:24:00.000-07:00

hie
im back

haha..soiwe for not blogging i have problem wit my
internet..haix bored sia
i don like this holiday it is very bored
BLAH BLAH BLAH

bored sia
BORED BORED
i tot wan to upload pic but the pic is not wit me
hiax i blog again next time
but not now
tata

2009-05-31T06:26:00.000-07:00

hie reader

hows are u all
fine..

im very tired my new job
is killing me..but is fun to work there
hahah..
i met new fren
and met new BOSS hahah..
but they all are funny person so who care
now i need to rest ALOT
couse tml is a new day..
must be full batt
hahah..

hiax tml need to study for my exam
FYI i never open my book 4 so long
and i dono if i can pass my exam
AHHAHH can someone help my study
im very stress...
HELP

2009-05-28T07:14:00.000-07:00

dear reader

ytd nite something happen to me..
!@#$ sia..i when to bukit batok to meet my fren
to take my shoes..dan mayb can slack wit her or wat
dan i tot the last train to AMK is at 0035hr or wat
dan i go ask the person there and they theres no train to AMK already
(WTF how to go home sia)
lol..so ytd nite i stay at bukit batok the hold nite
!@#$ sia i dono wat to do..
i call my fren they ask they busy
WTH dan i jus stay at bukit batok MRT there..
hahah..bored sia nth to do..
so i walk walk around BB like crazy person sia
im so tired..

dan lucky got lester
i call him and tot him y i at BB
dan lucky got lester to lapak
haha..fun sia we talk about people
dan talk about muai thai
hahah..funny sia
to me lester is like my big bro
funny.care about people.dan like to talk about GIRL
hahah..and so stay up till the MRT is open
dan i go take MRT hahah..i took the first train sia
i never befor take first train..haha
dan i reach home at 6.20+
dan go sleep very tired..

hahah..a very big thank to lester cos he stay up the hold nite with me
THANK YOU

2009-05-22T18:47:00.000-07:00

dear reader

ytd i had a presentation for my art work to show
to teacher, at first i was scare to presentation
dan i say to myself that i can do this
and the presentation was cool
i did not know that it will be so easy..hahah

(my muai thai fren pls read)
after that i need to go muai thai lesson..
and i only got 4 more lesson dan i need to pay
is like WTH i got no money to pay..
so i skip lesson to make it longer
and my fren call me to come lesson
and i told him that i only got 4 more lesson dan i cannot train wit u all
and is like bored ar..
dan he ask me jus go la

i wan to continue to train
is not about the lesson that i don wan to come
is the money that im facing
i cannot get the money easyly
i need to work to get my money
for u is easy la
u no need to work
u everyday got money
u must understand im living in a hard way
i need to buy 4 my food,the thing i need and poket money
i only get may pay around 400~500
and i get to hold only 200
how u wan me to go for lesson and pay the lesson
is hard ok..
u must understand
(my muai thai fren)

2009-05-16T07:16:00.000-07:00

dear reader,,

soiwe i never update my blog
my internet something wrong..haha
now ok..so now im blogging
heheh

ytd was the fun day ever..
but tired ar..so far ok
so ytd after scl my fren and i went to
bugis to print our art work..hahah
soiwe i cannot show u

so this are some pic i took..^^

coooooll!!!

walao bully me
i still baby sia cannot see i sitting on wat
gugugaga..^^

im still young...lolS

WTH WHO TOOK MY PIC AR
IM GOING TO KICK THE PERSON ASS..
AHHHH

otw there (walk)

2009-05-13T06:35:00.000-07:00

hi guy

sorie i dono wat to update
i now days so bored..
jus now in the morning go gym wit my fren
and im very tried cannot move..
class start at 12.30
never go out cos very very tried..
really very tried..dan bla bla bla
go back home update my blog dan late wan go slp..

LLLLLLLOOOOOOOOLLLLLL

this is so lame..

hiax

2009-05-09T06:16:00.000-07:00

dear reader

today is my last day for work
im now not working anymore
hahah..im free for my past
and it feel so good
but i need a job now..haix jus wan to have fun
now need to find another job
LOLS...

this suck!!
this is how life is..
NO JOB NO MONEY

NO MONEY NO MOVIE

NO MOVIE NO GALFREN

NO GALFREN NO MARRY

hahah..but is true what...
hiax so if u all got any job
plz let me know ok..
thank..

so now enjoy ur life now later
when u a all grow up..
u will never have fun anymore..

ok..tata
happy always..

2009-05-04T22:04:00.000-07:00

life is full of fun memory and bad memory

the days when we all meet in school and have fun together

the days when we had bad time together

but everytime i saw u i feel so happy

but now days i saw u i feel jealous and sad

that y i did not msg u or talk to u

even u also don wan to talk

i walk pass u like im the ghost of pass

I MISS TO MSG U

I MISS TO LIKE U

I MISS TO LOVE U

BUT Y MUST IT BE THIS WAY

WHY

till now i like u but i jus don say

cos i konw someone like u

and i had to let u go

i cannot hold u cos

im not ur who

if i was ur who i will hold u till my last breath

i got tell u ones that i like u

but what can i do

we are in two different world

i love u alot

EVERY SEC

EVERY MIN

EVERY HOUR

i dare to say i love u

but what will u do..

2009-05-03T08:06:00.000-07:00

hey guy

soiwe for not update my blog
i have problem wit my internet soiwe ar
ok this wat happen

on wed mii and my fren go gym to work out our body
haha..it was the best work out in my life this some pic

very tried ok..haha

dan class start at 12.30 we were late hahah..
u know me i always late hee..
so don something at class bla bla bla..

my class ^_^..

farid don giv me that face..
ahhah..xP

nth to don so make my own hotel so that i can stay where ever i wan
hahah..nice (i can see king kong at my hotel ahahah)
and dan when home

this what happen last wed..

dan ytd when out wit farid go queenway buy thing
dan when to tamp 1..he wan buy long pant lol at the for so long
keep trying pant..not only him la i also pick up shirt and try
hehe..i buy a nice shirt i love it alot..
dan when to uni qlo...a japan shop and buy shirt some more
haha..nice

that what happen..see u guy next time..
tata

2009-04-28T06:54:00.000-07:00

alamak i dono wat too update
but this is cos of u i update
ok kakak...

today the same thing bath go sch dan go back home
bla bla bla

when i was in sch me and my fren make a video
this video was long ago last feb i make this vidoe
it is about life
im soiwe this video i never put a sound
soiwe about that

hope u all enjoy the show

this what today i make
still the same no sound
this is not full done

2009-04-22T06:15:00.000-07:00

today 22 april 2009,
the day that i stand on my own feet
today i though it will be a happy day
but sometink happen later i tell u

today my class start at 1.00pm
so i wake up late ar hahah..
go back to my sec sch to take my cheque
$_$ hahah...after that go to sch
at sch was ok..i done my work
jus need to pass up..

after that i went to work
this what happen that work
it a same tink work,cook,rest
wait for order..in between we talk
dan my fren tot me somethink that i did not know

he say "ahmad i hear from them that u come work never do anythink"
"like that day u ask wati (wati my work fren) to do somethink dan u go out talk to other people"
"and u never do anythink ask her do 4 u"
dan i say "what i do i come to work same as me,u and them correct"

he "ya i know"

mi "dan what i do wrong yes correct i ask wati to do somethink but i ask her to help"
"cause im count stock she was there when i was doing stock counting"
"i never when out to talk or disturb them i do my job u all do ur job correct"
"dan now u say i do this all do u know i go back late that time cause im doin YOUR stock counting,i was correctting ur mistake and this what i get from u all"
"we have been fren for 6 mth and u do this to me all u did worng i cover for u"
"i say i did that but is not me is u who did that and is ok wit me"
"and now u do this to me"

he" no i jus hear from them they say not me"

till then i was angry at all of them cause they don like me
after all u help them all..sia dan they do this to me
dan do closing and when home
i dono what will happen to me i jus wan to find a other job
"i not angry at u Zul (the one who tell mi jus now) jus cannot belive that they say like this"

that wat happen
today is a suck da..

tag mi about this

2009-04-19T06:31:00.000-07:00

hi guy,

yesterday what a sad day and a happy day..
I wake up in the morning to get ready for a match later..im playing in div 1..
it is a long jump from div 3 to div 1..yesterday match was wit Singapore school
wa it was hard but my team giv all we got..we were not out number by them we play as hard
as we can to win the match..it was hard we lose to them by 3 goal (I dono the total goal) hiaz

dan after the game my fren waited me outside and take me to eat
and my kakak was there is was so happy to see her
dan go shopping wit them be4 meeting my other fren
we go to queenway to check a shirt for his team dan after checking the shirt there
I buy a short there is very nice and a cap

mii and my lovely sister

dan took a bus home..in the bus I bully my kakak and u know what happen
she bite me and pine me..WAAAA pain sia..
The pain is like 24/7 last long pain sia now also can feel the pain hahah
otw to woodland the bus got somethink wrong and the bus stop
fuck sia I was late dan the bus do to me like this.ARRARAR
dan jus waited for the bus to start again

hiax and u know wat while waitting for the bus I bully my kakak again
hahah..dan reach to woodland say byebye to kakak and she giv mr her last bite at me
I tink my body got bule black sia hahah

dan meet my fren at MRT dan go to town to eat at pizza hut and watch movie
this are some pic

Otw to town

what only step cute!!!!!

mii...lols

taz,les,mii
our water

leater and altaz

fun ar u two
all i pay...

when to movie

SEE GAL ONLY!!!!!

ALTAZ

after watch movie we when home I was daim tried sia
feel like dieing haha..dan msg my kakka after msg my kakak
I when to sleep
nite

tag me ok

2009-04-16T07:19:00.000-07:00

hi reader,

today was a fun day
but first sowie to my fren
i promise him to meet that MRT at City Hall at 8.15am
but i woke up late haiz...

i woke up at 9+ and i was late for scl
hahah...my scl start at 8.30 but i wake up at 9
hahah..wake up go bath dan get ready for scl
my next lesson is at 10..so i took a taxi to scl (im not rich ok jus late for scl need to take taxi)
haha..reach sch jus nice rite timing hahah

go class do work but i never do work
me and my fren atap (we like to call him apat)hahah
i and him play game CS at class hahah..when teacher come
we act like we doin work hahah..funny sia
dan when teacher go we start to play again
hahah..

dan break when to tamp mall to buy KFC to eat at my fren house
when to his house eat and watch a ghost movie
'the13th ghost'
hahah fun sia watch that show
all was scare (me too) hahah

dan when to next lesson at 3+
bla bla bla
take pic wit our lovely teacher dan when off to tamp mall
me,atap,fared when to tamp mall to eat
dan go buy my staff dan go off

hahah say byebye to them and take bus 22 to AMK
on the bus i saw this gals so cute and she sit in front fo me
i wan to ask her for her no..
but i was scare...=.=!!

hahah..dan wait till the rite time and ask her for her no
i wait so long dan i know that the bus will reach to interchange
dan i ask her and u know wat..she giv me her no haha
hahah..i thought i never get couse im BOTAK..haha

dan msg her till reach home haha...reach home bath dan eat
and say goodnite to her and when to sleep..
that what happen today..

im so happy today
YAHOOOOOOO.com
hahah

2009-04-13T21:36:00.000-07:00

hie guy,

today i have a bad day..i like this gal from my class and i like her alot..

the three mth was ok but dan one of my fren like her..%^&% sia

at that time i dono wat to do, it ok of him to like her

but don need to say so loud..i can hear

my ear is fine..

dan that day my class go back late for sch..and they play true or dare

i was not there because i had to go for my floorball training

hais i miss all the fun..dan that nite my fren call me

he say "mat i got something to say is about the gal that u like"

dan my fren till me all about what happen that day..

that day i feel so down and sad..i cannot do anythink jus let her go

she keep msging him but my msg she don reply

ever on msn she also don reply..so

i say to myself "she like the guy more dan me so jus let it go"

so i did let her go and the same time i feel sad

and i'm happy for my fren..go for it ______ (he person name)

so i stop msging her and keep away from her

dan one day she msg mi say "hie..y u so long never msg me"

dan i say what i had to say to her..after i tell her all about

that think..she was up sad and say "don like that ar

we still can be fren..so up to u

hiax sad sia..dan meet my fren and tell him all about this

and he say "mat there is alot of gal out side" dan i say

"yea but can u find the person same as her"

and he keep quiet..

that wat happen in my life..

i hate my life

2009-04-10T07:14:00.000-07:00

to day 10 of april,

hahah..every day do the same thing..wake up go bath dan go out..but to day i did not go out jus shop la..haha..play my com the whole day and was bored..no fren 2 chat and meet...so watch tv but tv got nth..so go sleep la...haiz..dan wake up around 4+ thining wat cut hair or not..hiaz my mum give me money dan i go down to cut hair..and somethink funny happen later i tell u..haha ask the baber to cut this hair and the baber laught..and i also laught la (in my heart feel like beating the person sia)...dan pay the baber and go home...and my mum started to laught (WTH) funny ar..this what happen...

this my hair befor
handsom rite

this still ok..

but this wan they laught
funny ar
ok wat i look cool...
that what happen 2 day..

btw lester if u read my blog this 4 u
i never talk much wat
i do wat i say..
ahahah
see u in training 2 all my muay thai frew

2009-04-08T06:41:00.000-07:00

dear reader,

today wake up late at 10+..thinking what go work or not..
go bath at 10.30 go out to work at 11...and something fuck
happen..my ezlink only got 17cent though if i can take bus to
the interchange and top up my card..but i cannot take a bus to interchange..
haiz dan go 7-eleven to top up card..and u know what the person say 'the new ezlink cannot top up at 7-eleven'..in my heart feel like saying ''FUCK your mother ar" angry sia..
dan go take bus to work...reach work late nth happen..learn something new dan cook the food
and rest...ZZZZZZZ (i was sleeping) hahah...at work talk 2 fren dan play psp (don tell my boss ok thx) dan eat and start closing...this wat happen when closing and it make me very angry...the closing was ok but the paper work was alot...i feel like crying doing that paper work...befor going home i must put the soap back but the soap must be abit cold dan can but back..and u know what the thing is still hot wait till the thing is abit cold..after waitting for so long my manager come in and scold me..i never do anything but he scold my because for the soap..it is fucking long..my manager and i wait till teh thing is abit cold..it was so long i jus put the thing back and say "go to hell ar i don care what will happen 2 me" and i jus went home...today is the fucker day of my life..hiax i hate my life

2009-03-30T12:09:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA...i finally make a blog heeeee,,lol but i still got alot to learn haix...if u all got time plz teach me ok..hahah thx...YYYAAAAAHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Xp